Pacing fate


Someday, when the world is not so rain
when these fears don’t block my brain.
when the small certainty that hides in my spine
finally lets me have what was always mine.

When my eyes search the dark
waiting for that spark
that recognition of a smile from you
that I have memorized in blue.

Those passages in your book
where I long to take a look.
Those places I don’t yet know
even though I love you so
and have done, for lifetimes.

When once again we meet
as I am staring at my feet
considering the exit for fear
even though the signs are clear,
take my hand to stop my trembling.

When my pacing finds a token
after finally you’ve awoken
and realized your instincts were right
will you run away, or fight?
Carpe Diem

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I am B (call me BB and I will gut you) I like daisies, books, and men who understand the wisdom of Kermit the Frog. I refer to my favorite person as TMW5T Why? because if he had 6 I'd call him TMW6T, duh!!

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