My biggest fear isn’t that I won’t find my soul mate. It’s fear that he will waste his life waiting to find me.
I want him to live in joy. I want him to love life soo fiercely, that I can be at peace with being without him, if I must. I want to be at peace with no fear of his sadness, or his loneliness in this life where we cannot be together, for whatever reason.
I want his joy to exist, so that I can live a life of brilliant happiness waiting for the day I get to finally share with him all that I have been blessed with by living joyfully along with him, though apart.
I want him to love himself in my stead. To treat well his heart that I love. To keep his soul well for me who loves him, and always will.