This one is difficult to express properly. I hope I describe it right.
This person has a secret. He’s hiding it. It’s his closet rebellion. His private, private, very private self.
He has been suppressing his entire life, this ability to vividly see things. He’s not psychic but, he might as well be. That’s how connected he feels to this deep deep well of feeling without proof. He has a knowing within him. Sometimes he thinks he’s losing his mind..because, he knows stuff he doesn’t know how to explain to others and it drives him completely crazy trying to comprehend it. He’d be the one voted most likely to experience a Kundalini Awakening 100% chance.
He sees patterns. Vivid insights. His creative needs are overwhelming. It almost bursts out of him violently. He doesn’t quite fit in within the cosmos because everything is sensitive to the light. He feels too much and it makes his senses overload. Too much of a good thing..he needs quiet often. His mind is brilliant but also never silent.
This aspect often results, in a childhood of suppression by others. The kid who is told to be quiet because he can’t stop talking, even in places he’s expected to stay silent. He must share it..he can’t help it. The information flows and flows and he has no idea what to do with it. Speaking verbally was probably a nightmare. How do you share a freight train of thought? A speeding comet of insight? The thoughts are too fast, the words to express it..not fast enough.
The inner drive and fire is pushed down. He’s constantly instructed to act “normal”. His creative fire, if not properly encouraged by a family member, could bring him to the brink of addiction, if only to quiet the overwhelming passions that consume him momentarily.
Luckily, this person (I know from reading) was surrounded by creative people that channeled him and assisted him in later years.
His school life was probably difficult. Imagine a person filled with fireworks being asked to sit still and not vibrantly rocket off his tapped down potential into a spectacular floorshow.
Yeah, that kids gonna know the wallpaper in the principals office quite well. His mouth being the only thing that he can spit off fast enough..to his complete cluttered horror. Yup…he’s got a mouth on him and that guys frustrations are going to manifest in detentions.
Because, he’s filled with it. This vibe, this undertow, this strange and peculiar connection to the odd and unspoken. He has thoughts! Thoughts! Thoughts! Ideas! Ideas! Ideas! He probably has notebooks filled to the utter brim with his ideas. His handwriting is a mess because his brain works soo fast it’s like trying to write with a flowing faucet on. Computers are for typing ideas into. He’s gonna love Microsoft Word.
He was probably king of the misfits. Understanding them and accepting them, and they him. These are forever his people.
He’s also quite interested in topics that are taboo or slightly shrouded in mystery. Oh yeah! This guy likes radical ideas.
Astrology, philosophy, religion, psychology, parapsychology, and the occult. This guy devours them whole. He’s got an entire cosmos inside him and he wants to understand it. He wants answers. He’ll find them all, even if it takes his entire life working to uncover them.
Intense? Oh, yes. This guy is intense like a rubber band wrapped around a balloon 200 times.