I’m doing the best I can


Sometimes I want to scream as loud as I can into the void

“I’m trying as hard as I can! I’m trying as hard as I can! I’m trying as hard as I can!”

Problem is…it isn’t other people I’m screaming at..it’s myself.

I put soo much pressure on myself thinking I should be more.more.more than I am right now.

Who needs antagonists when you are a much better villain to yourself than they could accomplish?

I need to love me sometimes too.

I forget sometimes. I forget.

(Soft whisper) I’m doing the best I can.

 

Published by Bexley Benton. (Pen name)

I am B (call me BB and I will gut you) I like daisies, books, and men who understand the wisdom of Kermit the Frog.

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