I never lie to you guys about anything so I’m sharing.
I feel a bit blue today. For the most part I stay really really optimistic. It’s just my happy place.
But, today I felt low. I live my life in the present, which is good too much looking back and you trip, and too much looking forward makes you forget to live today. Soo..mostly it’s good but..
Sometimes I feel like all I do is survive today.
I get lonely but, I’m also honest with myself. It’s probably because I spend a lot of my time alone when I should get out and mingle with people.
I’m not looking for an answer here, just letting my truth be what it is.
I’ll just call my family tomorrow so I feel less alone.
My heart needs time to tell me what’s up.