What exactly is this mood I am in?


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I came here, to California to make a decision on something. I’ve brought lots of distractions, but they didn’t distract me from finally mulling this over.

I’ve climbed up a rather large hill in the last year, and now It’s come to this. Time to decide what’s next for me.

I’m in a mood. It’s that in-between place that feels numb. It’s not good or bad really, just that space just before acceptance of things decided, or about to be decided.

I wonder what my decision will be.

Published by Bexley Benton. (Pen name)

I am B (call me BB and I will gut you) I like daisies, books, and men who understand the wisdom of Kermit the Frog.

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