I’ve been doing a lot of thinking today. I planned on doing the astrology bits a lot earlier, but my soul decided it needed contemplation more. So, I sewed..and I sewed, and I sewed. I did my laundry and listen-watched NCIS on an endless loop as I did the abovementioned sewing. My sewing is meditation.
I have a thing I call “The knowing” inside me, and it connects me to my spiritual journey. I don’t know how to explain the knowing..I just…feel it.
Today, I know my journey is taking me somewhere. Like most people, I want to steer the boat to where I want it to go. Of course, that’s not how this stuff works.
So, while I want to have all the answers and all my dreams right now, now, now! I know, that this isn’t the time yet. I don’t know what will happen. I don’t know what role I will take, but I DO know, that it will be the right thing when it happens. In my bones I am not worried. I may be super impatient, but I trust that the “knowing” is inside me for a reason.
I will just trust.
I am not afraid to wait, I’m just worried that my journey is worrying about me as much as I worry about it. Funny how that happens.
Divine timing. Don’t give up..it will happen when your soul is ready. Let the knowing guide you. It is your soul speaking to you.