Decision time

I cried this morning. I cried an extremely embarrassing amount. I was that miserable thinking about work tomorrow. That’s bad.

Thing is, I know the next two weeks are going to be hardcore. I’m the only one scheduled and this is not normal or even partly ideal. On a normal day, you’d have an opener, a mid-shift, and a closer. On busier days like Friday, Saturday, and Sunday having at least 2 mid-shift people is must! You’d run out of carts otherwise.

Now, think it over. I have nobody to relieve me on my breaks..which means I come back to cart mayhem.. especially after lunch. I spend the entire day running like mad. I get kinda grumpy (if I’m honest) and I don’t like that version of me…which is why..I cried this morning.

I’m emotionally exhausted from work and there are still 2 weeks until Christmas!

What a contrast to my feelings when I was informed about how much people wanted to read more of my writing. I was chuffed. I wanted to just sit down and write my heart out.

Soo, I know. I know I would be writing full-time as a career, if only I had the income to stay home and do so.

Soo .. I’ve decided. I’m starting a plan to save up for a years worth of income. My goal will be inclusive of all my bills, less the ones affected by work travel, and a commitment to working on my dream to be a writer. One year salary. That’s my new goal.

Cross your fingers. I know I can do this.

It will take a bit of sacrifice, but I can do it. I know I can.

$15,000….no hyperventilation allowed.

Published by B

I am B (call me BB and I will gut you) I like daisies, books, and men who understand the wisdom of Kermit the Frog. I refer to my favorite person as TMW5T Why? because if he had 6 I'd call him TMW6T, duh!!

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