Category Archives: Bexley Benton

I keep waiting for a sign that I’m not completely insane. Sigh* maybe I should ask for a sign that I am.

The memorial went well and I got to see family members I haven’t seen in a year or more. It was a lot of running around and getting up extremely early all 3 days, so you better believe I am already lying on my bed like a full-grown slug-monster even though I’ve only been homeContinue reading “Completely knackered but, home”

Today something wildly funny happened at work. It was soo strange you might think I’m exaggerating but, I promise you! It really happened. First, I must explain that the side doors we use to load carts into the entryway are kinda like garage doors only huge. People are always seeing these doors and deciding thatContinue reading “Cart giggles”

Just discovered this song..wow! Those are some pipes!!

Stole this cool quote from my friend M. Ram Dass is a personal favorite of mine.

I want to win the lottery just so that I can throw a vampire party every year with everyone fitted with custom-made costumes that they have done for them by a team of designers I pay to design the costume that my guests consult with them to create in secret and, of which, is onlyContinue reading “Legit goals”

There is a secret about trauma that some people don’t understand. There are a few souls who suffer such deep trauma, such extreme pain, that they go completely numb. This numbness isolates them, protects them, and as a horrible side effect, makes them quite certain that they don’t feel love like others do. You seeContinue reading “The Truth About Trauma”

This is totally me-ish:

KR, If I were given the option, I’d choose you every time.

The me everyone thinks I am: Vs. The me I actually am:

I don’t invest my time and effort in people who don’t matter a great deal to me. I whinge and moan about people. I weep and sigh over people. I plot and plan over people. If I, in any way, mention a person. Be assured I care, very very much, about them. I treat thoseContinue reading

You ever notice that people keep track of things they WANT to do, but never stuff they have EXPERENCED and wished they hadn’t? Like, they create these bucket lists of things they want to do before they die, but never give themselves respect for all the stuff they have LIVED through. I call it theContinue reading “The suck list”