No answers This life isn’t answerable it just flows away it goes like thoughts down the drain. My mind is a cauldron of mixed up impulses and uncertain aim.  


I just listened to bunch of music in the dark. It made me feel better. The old favorites, “No make-up, that’s my sugar. yes please.” and “You bring the sun,sun,sun,sunshine” not to mention “Make them dance just like you..cause, you make me move” and “Where have you heen, my long lost friend” (Name those songsContinue reading “Sunshine”

Let Us Begin

And now we welcome the new year, full of things that have never been” — Rainer Maria Rilke, poet For last year’s words belong to last year’s language, And next year’s words await another voice. And to make an end is to make a beginning.” — TS Eliot (Little Gidding), author Hope, smiles from the threshold of the yearContinue reading “Let Us Begin”

*Head desk*

Tomorrow starts an 8 day stretch of work before I get a day off. Good thing my vacation starts on the 9th. I believe I fly out on the 10th. Tickets aren’t bought yet but, thats the plan. Now comes the part I procrastinate about like a nut…packing..lol If I wasn’t so amused by myContinue reading “*Head desk*”

For Lori,

“Don’t waste time missing the person who has become part of your past, miss instead the person who is longing for the day they get the chance to meet you, in your future.”–Bex

Let me

Let me smooth your brow pluck your shirt, weld weapons against the things that hurt. Let me fold your hand unbutton your cuff, mount excursions to locate your stuff. Let me tilt your brow tumble your bed, release the demons that live in your head. Let me Let me  


My Kindle lost its mind. It deleted every single one of my playlists. I was (how shall I put rhis) mildly upset about it. (If by mildly you mean I said some very bad, not so good words). I was able to use Send Anywhere to get my songs back, but had to restore myContinue reading “Oy!”

Charting my personality

I figure that many of you are probably disinterested in the break-down of my Astrology chart.  lol So I am posting it to my unused blog. (Basically I never really post there all that much) If you’re interested in my chart feel free to check it out…just, please don’t fall asleep in there..:) Nectarfish blog