Category Archives: Poet

I have a slow drain problem. My bathroom sink has a drain the size of a dime. Soooo small and the plug doesn’t leave more than a tiny gap for the water to get through. I was unsure what to do about it and happened upon the Youtube channel called: “Dadhowdoi” He started the channelContinue reading “Dad, How Do I?”

I’m attempting the Slowly pen pal app AGAIN. Here’s hoping it won’t just be creepy guys hitting on me (like the last time) I decided to use a fake name this time but keep my birthdate the same. I just want someone to talk to dammit! Crosses fingers.

There is a card in my deck called “Flow” it counsels letting go of the situations that are hardest, because you are standing in the way of what needs to be. It goes: “Let go and flow”. The belief is that the core of your heart already knows where it wants to go. You justContinue reading “I surrender”

I’m trying to decide why I’m going on this vacation. Part of me sees it as a personal challenge. Do something on my own that’s new. I like new things. I like challenging myself to do things outside my comfort zone. That’s how I stay alive whilst living. I want to see what alone onContinue reading “Doorways”

Texting my sister and contemplating my options.

I finally did it! I bought myself a new camera! Omg! It’s expensive..and indulgent and and and…oh fuck! I bought it because I have always wanted one and have never, never, ever dared spend more than $500 on myself..like, ever! (Bites nails) (I have spent more then that on plane tickets or vacations but generallyContinue reading “Canon Rebel”

Here’s a secret most people don’t understand. I don’t need to look for a partner just because I’m single. I don’t need a partner to be happy. I am happy. I’m soo frickin happy I can’t begin to explain it to you. I am the me I always wanted to be. I am still changing,Continue reading “The right one”

  The last 2 days have been the quietest of the last 8 weeks. It’s been such a relief just having a bit of a slower work. On Sunday, I had the most wonderful dream. It ended with a surprise. Even though it was just a dream it made me smile. My vacation is creepingContinue reading “Phew*”

The first time I heard this song (while pregnant) I cried my eyes out. I had tried for 6 years to get pregnant and gave up on it ever happening. 2 months later it finally happened. My entire pregnancy felt like a gift, even though it was fraught with problems. (Gall stones, lock jaw, C-section,Continue reading “Mothers Day vibe”

I need to clean this place. All week long I’ve made a mess of my place and it’s making me bonkers. Days off mean cleaning in my language so, that’s what I’m up to. ( or will be once I pry my ass from this super soft and comfy bed) Work this week was hell.Continue reading “Meh, meh and meh”

Thought vibe before sleeping.

You aren’t bored..you’re afraid of what the voices in your head might have to say to you if you stop distracting yourself with music, movies, food, alcohol and shopping. Your isolation is forcing you to realize you have things you are avoiding thinking about..and that scares the hell out of you. Maybe it’s time toContinue reading “To the people who think they are bored”

Work was terribly hard today and I was expecting to be grumpy this evening. After all, my feet hurt and my neck has a pinched nerve and..and..and.. It’s weird. We always have 3 million reasons to be dissatisfied..but, we also have small voices of great love. Someone smiled at me today. Someone else offered meContinue reading “Small voices of great love”